Ruby and the Dragonfly

This morning, while I was doing morning chores, I had just finished up moving the turkeys to their outdoor space and was walking toward the main gate when I saw my first dragonfly of the year. It was beautiful.

I love dragonflies. First of all, they eat mosquitoes, and the mosquitoes have been epic this year. Second of all, they are beautiful creatures.

The one I saw this morning was black and silver and was so bright and shiny this sunny morning. It looked much like this one in the photograph. The dragonfly was dancing around my legs as I walked toward the gate, and it was such a treat for a weary soul. It just sparkled, and I felt like it was saying hello to me.

It followed me to the gate, and when I stopped to close the gate, I noticed it was headed toward the trees out front. I said goodbye in my mind, thankful for the moment to appreciate nature’s beauty.

Then, because she is always out and about and not in the chicken yard, Ruby appeared. In a flash, she had grabbed the dragonfly from its path and ate it. Just like that.

I looked at her. She looked at me.

“What?” she asked.

photo credit: Christophe Repiso, Unsplash

The Misfits (or the Beautiful Diversity in Nature)

I have a carton of eggs that I keep in the refrigerator just for us. I labeled the carton “The Misfits.” These are the eggs that come out very small or unusually large or with a strange shape or maybe they are a pale color and the poop stains the shell even after I wash them. I have often thought about how much I love these “misfits.”

They are not the perfect eggs from our flock in dark brown or light cream or blue-green with a beautiful shape, so I don’t put them in the egg cartons that I sell to our egg customers. I have the idea that people wouldn’t want to pay for the “misfits” because they are not perfectly-shaped like the ones in the grocery store. They are so beautiful to me, but I have always loved the misfits.

But lately I have been thinking about how the perfect eggs are a big lie. They are simply a lie told to us by a food system that keeps us detached from the reality of our food and where it comes from. And I feel that lie is a part of an even bigger lie about the uniformity of nature. It’s one Americans have told themselves so powerfully and so often that we can’t see the beauty in the diversity in the nature we are a part of.

Nature is beautiful in its diversity. Not all eggs are perfectly egg shaped. From our flock, we get round eggs, pointy eggs, skinny eggs, and we have one hen who just lays the tiniest little egg all the time. Sometimes, there are big eggs with double yolks. A couple of times we had an egg with a shell inside of an egg. It’s all fantastic and interesting. The egg companies take their “misfits” and use them in other products, so people who only get eggs in the grocery store never get to see the beauty in all that diversity. Oh, we miss so much!

When I researched to see what the egg companies did with their oddly-shaped eggs, I read that some people are scared to eat eggs that are oddly shaped. It’s so interesting to me that we are scared of what is different. I guess I can see a human needing to be wary of anything different, as you wouldn’t want to eat a bad egg, but we definitely need education because it’s not necessary to fear something just because it is different.

With all this in my mind, I decided last week to put some of my misfits into the egg cartons for the egg customers. It was just a couple of eggs in the 18 pack but hopefully enough to remind the wonderful humans who buy our eggs that not all eggs are the same size and shape. Goodness comes in all shapes, sizes, and colors.

Eggs are everything, are they not?

Earth Day 2025

I wish I had something profound and inspiring to write today for Earth Day. I can only emphasize that our planet is magnificent to me. It’s such a gift. I can only say that it makes no sense to me that powerful men destroy this planet and then look for a home on another.

But I have spent so many years of my life anguishing over human behavior and carelessness with our planet. I will be honest. I feel a little more disillusioned than I would like siting here writing about it tonight.

I still have hope though. I have hope that, when things get really bad, humans will say, “enough is enough, let’s work together and figure this out.” I have hope that, even if we don’t, the Earth will heal from our damage and go on to support life that may be so different from our own but that will be so beautiful. Though, really, humans are beautiful, are we not? Flaws are beautiful. But you can be beautiful and be tragic.

I have hope that, at some point, all of the little things we do will add up, and we will replace the people at the top who seem hell bent on creating their bunkers and letting the rest burn, who seem to think that destruction is inevitable because they don’t understand how resilient life is. They have never connected with Nature, and it shows. And we will say “no more, we love our home.” And Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer will be required reading in all classrooms.

It could happen, right? Sometimes–okay maybe most of the time–with humans, we have to break things before we realize we need to fix them.

And, while I am finding hope within my disillusionment, I am going to keep trying to be better as an individual. I will keep things until they break and then fix them if I can or get them fixed if I can. I will never spray chemicals in our yard. I will plant native plants. I will be careful with my water use. I will wear the same clothes over and over, and I won’t buy fleece ever again. I will try so hard not to waste. I will try to live more simply. And, finally, this summer, I am going to put in the clothesline I meant to put in last year but never did, as I struggled with long COVID.

And I will remember how good it feels when I put my hands in the Earth, and I will remember to be thankful for her and all the life she gives us.

Happy Earth Day, friends. Sending love. Please tell me what gives you hope. I could use it.

photo credit: Hans Isaacson, Unsplash

Slowly–an Update

Thanks to the birds, I am making my favorite breakfast this summer using blueberries from another farm. I really, really love blueberries and oatmeal.

A Poem for Earth Day

The Night Before

Luna is living her best life in the mud.

I miss Luna–and other updates

Look at these beautiful duck eggs. That striped one is the little miracle Luna left for us the last night she was in the house. I did pretty well keeping her out of the light, and she only laid an egg about twice per week. I guess her “ink” was doing funny things. What a treasure!

We are ALL made of stars.

Grumpy Duck

Plot Twist: A Luna Update